Damn, is it really October already?

Where does the time go?

Short version: I'm living in Maine, love it. Working with Michael at the same company, like it okay. At least I'm only expected to be here part-time and the work I'm doing I'm well paid for, so I can't complain. I have this feeling that Michael would be really happy were I to work full-time again, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I don't think it's because I'm innately lazy or anything, I think it's just that I have so many great ideas of how I could better be using my time, only I'm not yet, not really. I keep hoping it'll come with time.

We'll see.

September. I've been neglecting my Blogger, because I keep telling myself that I'm going to get a domain, but to get a domain you have to give them a name and an address, and I don't want to do that, I want to have a post office box and blah de blah de blah...well, you get the point. I'll never get around to it at this point.

There's so many things I want to do, yet so many things to distract me when I could be doing them. I'm just not organized enough, and then I run out of time. What I really need to do (the rational side of my mind says to me) is find something to work on, and complete it. Just work until it's done. That's better than starting a hundred different things and never completing anything.

Well, this winter is, so far, unbooked. Heh. No Nero, no hiking, none of the usual distractions. Hopefully Michael and I will have lots of time to just settle in to our new home for a Maine winter. I'm actually looking forward to sitting my cozy sunroom looking out on a snowy garden, crafting or whatever comes to mind.

On the more materialistic side of things, I really want to get a new computer. We saw one at Best Buy last night that was $630, a package with the machine and the monitor and even a crappy printer (which I would probably sell or give away for xmas :). It wasn't a bad price, and it was a decent computer. Certainly not the best of the best, but better than my current one. Hmm. I hate wanting things, money is such a complication.